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assalamualaikum n hello there...

i'm coming home... i'm coming home.. tell the world that i'm coming home.. let the rain wash away... all the pain of yesterday.. hahaha... finally all the pain is over... i'm free.. free from exam hahahaha... i cant believe i have just finished my sem 1... i cant believed i managed to stay far away from my family and ehm.... for this long... haha.. very excited to go home.. before that i'm going to meet my fwend.. ana and suria.. miss them 2.. but... as i am feeling this happy and excited... somebody juz spoil it out.. i never forget what happen in the past.. i just can't get over it.. its easy for him coz he never have 2 worry anything more coz the person is no longer here in this world.. but me.. its the other way round.. i've tried but its not working and realising now i have to face her i just cant imagine how it would be.. he can say whatever he wanted to but he cannot change how i feel.. YA ALLAH please make me strong for this.. not juz him who spoil my mood... for the thing that recently happen.. sometimes i feel very lonely.. like i'm actually alone in this world.. like i never exist for them.. i know i'm nobody but am i not part of them.. i'ts obvious.. am i nobody... i know i;m not that clever... my parent not that rich.. is it about money and cleverness that they see and they could admit n know me... i really can't face them.. it hurt really.. knowing that i there are so many people around me yet i feel empty n lonely n like i never exist in this world around them..

look at me now.. i should be very happyn excited to go home yet i'm feeling sad.. never mind.. i still have my friends... if they still remember me.. and have some time for me.. i only have them.. i know i can count on them.. looking forward to see them.. hopefully everything is going to be ok..

till then.... daaaaa...