IN MY DEEPEST PAIN

assalamualaikum n hello there..

quite stress out rite now... n sad more... who am i actually to them.. if only they know, what we are going through.. but i'ts not like they don't even notice it.. stop pretending... i could not even imagine what is it going to be when HE is gone.. should we beg for help.. cant they juz understand our situation..we did not even hope or ask for this things to happen.. they dont even care.... who else we need when we are in trouble... but if they dont even bother, who else we can hope for... treat us like we are just some pathetic person begging them for help.. i can't stand looking at them it make me sick... such a liar, pretender, drama king and queen.. what so ever.... i am sick and tired of all this...i dont even feel like i have a ------... i rather not have one than having one like them...

sory i just need to let go what is kept inside.. i know i'ts not right what i did.. i juz can't keep it anymre.. or else i will lost my sense n strt doing smthing crzy..

ma, abh.. i luv u guys so much... i wish i could help... forgive me...

song

I’ve waited a hundred years.. but i’d wait a miliion more for u.

Nothing prepared me for  the privilage of being yours

If i had only felt the warmth within your touch,

If i had only seen how u smile when u blush,

Or how u curl your lips when u concentrate enough,

I would have known what i was living for,

What  i’ve been living for.

Your love is my turning page,

Only the sweetest words remain,

Every kiss is a curseive line, every touch is a redifining phrase,

I surrender who i’ve been for who u are,

Nothings make me stronger than ur fragile heart,

If i had only feels how it fels to be yours,

I’ve would have known,

What i’ve been living for all along,

What i’ve been living for,

We’re tethered to the story we must tell,

When i saw u, well i knew we tell it well,

With the whisper, we will tame the vicious scenes,

Like a feather bringing kingdom to their knees,

(well every time i listen to this song like seriously I MISS HIM... :( i wanna go home...)

BREAKING DAWN.....

Assalamualaikum n hello there...

finally... i got the chance to see my fav muvieee... i had so much fun today... although i am all alone but that's not a problem to me.. what i know is i really enjoy myself.. it will be much better if he is here... this movie remind me of  him.. i do really miss him.. (lyn jiwang jap)..well i cant wait to see the ending of this story....

edward trsngtla hnsm.. x lpa jacob n the latest seth...haaaa hmsmnya.. so romantic  i can watch this over n over again...

till then..
daaaaa....

MOOOODDDDD!!!!!!!!!

hai n hello there.... not forgetting assalamualaikum....

i had a question.. have u ever feel like u don't really have the mood to start ur day or u don't have the mood to stdy... or u just don't have the mood to do anything at all?? this is the problem 4 the people like me.. we r affected with this mood thing.. muahaha... why?? i will gave u some reasons why..

  1. maybe because u got bad result in your exam and the feeling just carried on
  2. maybe because we have financial problem
  3. maybe we had a fight with our parents
  4. maybe we had a fight with our boyfriend
  5. maybe we had misunderstanding with our friends
  6. or maybe we just felt bored because doing the routine thing in our life over n over again..

yaa... i know.. me myself is a kind of a person who easily get affected with these reasons.. just can't help it.. especially for the 1st reasons. i easily will felt down n moody n i will start think that i'm stupid, the result was out of my expactation, i must be really careless n maybe i had no future.. (trok kn aku nihh). cepat sangat nk ase down la.. x de smangat.. akibatnya banyak lagi keja lain yg trgen dala akibat dari mlayan mood anda hahaha... (padan muke aku).. i need to find something that will motivate me.. i wish i know what is it.. so for the conclusion jgn sesekali menjadikan mood anda sebagai sesuatu yg boleh mempngaruhi hdup anda... lebih bnyak kburukannya daripada kebaikan.. trust me..aku tgh menanggung akibatnya nihh.. if u are like me.. this is what we should do.. try to find things that will motivated u back or try not to think of it.. try to thnk of something else that will make u happy or even find ur frnds chit chat with them so that u will forget about ur problem for a moment n maybe share ur problem so that u won't fill too burned n stress.. ok.. till then.... daaaa...

asemen!!! go away

arrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!
i'm surrounded by assignment n i thnk i'm going crazy...
i think like daaa... it's my frst things i shre on my blog and i strt complaining...
nahhh.. juz wnt 2 shre with u guys the moral of my story.. i bet most of the student is like me though.. we juz like doing job last minute...haha.. ntah bila la nk sdar dr skola smpai da msuk u still the same.. ssh kn nak ubh bnda yg da trbiasa nih.. can smbdy juz show me how... o well i guest i have to stay all night then..