Sunday, 22 January 2012

PENANG

assalamualaikum n helloo there

FINALLY... cek da smpai penang....hahahaha... i'm home... windunya ngn my mom, dad, brother, sister.. ehm.. n other.. especially the food.. haha.. 1st day trus dpt mee mamak.. haha mmg tiada tolok bndingnya.. da ciap ad jdual what to eat n what 2 do dring this holiday huhu.. first of my holiday was spent wif my family.. it's bowling time... hahaha.. really had a good time wif them.. luv my family so much...

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

HOME

assalamualaikum n hello there...

i'm coming home... i'm coming home.. tell the world that i'm coming home.. let the rain wash away... all the pain of yesterday.. hahaha... finally all the pain is over... i'm free.. free from exam hahahaha... i cant believe i have just finished my sem 1... i cant believed i managed to stay far away from my family and ehm.... for this long... haha.. very excited to go home.. before that i'm going to meet my fwend.. ana and suria.. miss them 2.. but... as i am feeling this happy and excited... somebody juz spoil it out.. i never forget what happen in the past.. i just can't get over it.. its easy for him coz he never have 2 worry anything more coz the person is no longer here in this world.. but me.. its the other way round.. i've tried but its not working and realising now i have to face her i just cant imagine how it would be.. he can say whatever he wanted to but he cannot change how i feel.. YA ALLAH please make me strong for this.. not juz him who spoil my mood... for the thing that recently happen.. sometimes i feel very lonely.. like i'm actually alone in this world.. like i never exist for them.. i know i'm nobody but am i not part of them.. i'ts obvious.. am i nobody... i know i;m not that clever... my parent not that rich.. is it about money and cleverness that they see and they could admit n know me... i really can't face them.. it hurt really.. knowing that i there are so many people around me yet i feel empty n lonely n like i never exist in this world around them..

look at me now.. i should be very happyn excited to go home yet i'm feeling sad.. never mind.. i still have my friends... if they still remember me.. and have some time for me.. i only have them.. i know i can count on them.. looking forward to see them.. hopefully everything is going to be ok..


till then.... daaaaa...

Friday, 6 January 2012

EXAMMM !!!!

assalamualaikum n hello there...

today 6/1/2012.. FRIDAY... is the first day of my examination.. so what can i say about it... hmmmmmmmmm.......... let me think..... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... i dont really know what i should say.. for the first part everything seems ok coz it is exactly like the past year question that me and my gurlz did yesterday.... but when it comes to the second part... jeng jeng jeng... (TROUBLE HE WILL FIND YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO OH OH)... HAHA siot je.. there is no number at all... just like almost nothing i can do... 7 question choose 4... but out of the 7 question only one that i confirmed that it is correct... so based on the story how much do you think i can get... hmmmmmmm... ok i just have to stop thinking bout that.. what past is past... need to think for the future.. 2 more killing paper to go.. physical chemistry n organic chemistry.. wish me luck.. till then.. daaaaa....